So... it's hard to say what exactly happens right now but here are some good news:
1. we moved together to our own apartment
2. studies are done
3. summer came
4. I'm steel in Sweden and it's my first summer here.
5. I've seen "studenten"
But here are some bad news as well:
1. I haven't got visa yet
2. My studies went not so well as I aspected
3. I'm totally alone at home
4. I miss my friends and family
I don't know what should I do right now, but on my opinion it's better just to wait. I hope and pray everything gonna be alright.